Kiwi... Im addicted to them lately. I eat bout four a day, I swear. I just did a search on the health benifits of kiwi, cause you think... if something is this good, then it has to be very bad for you, but no...dude, its like perfect...with tons of crap in it. Im starting out my mornings every day with kiwi this week, probably a kiwi and a banana... or something. Im thinking its almost as good as krispy cream...hee hee.

Im obsessed with "The Girls Next Door" like seriously obsessed. Needless to say, my favorite is Bridget, even tho her name is spelled wrong..sheesh...hee hee. I am so gonna get my hair done like hers, I need to print out a picture of her. Dream: To go to the same place she goes to get her hair done, jose eber, at least that's where the girls get their hair and make up done on the show.. They also get a lot of their clothing off of http://www.trashy.com and I so want to shop there, so bad, so so bad. Which is why I am working so hard, so I can be rich and can pamper my own damn self like the princess I am. Bridget has my same taste in clothes and in decorating and with halloween. How much of an ego do I have to have her as my favorite...hee hee.

I want bridgets hair bad, I even want hair extentions to make it really uber long too... hee hee...then I could run through the streets naked, with it covering all my pink parts. I want so much...sheesh.

I got the season one, and I watched it all again in like one day. It rocks hard core, I highly advice everyone to get it. I seriously do, cause..uh... it's uncensored. Meaning I get to see the boobies. I want to go get the magazines with them in it too. I know I can back order, which is what I will do once Im off my shopping probation. My shopping probation is so that I can save money just to save money to get my egg going. I don't know how long it will be, but Im only allowed to buy things that are an absolute must or business related.

Which is why Im so thankful for my guys that buy me presents and give me gcs as tips...hee hee. Thats how I got my dvd set in the first place. I know, I know, I burned right through it, but Im going to watch it again with the girls comentary on it... hee hee hee.

Want to know how I keep myself motivated. There is this big piece of land near where I live that is all wooded, its like eight acres, and its really cheap, cause it's hidden so well, and I want it bad. I want the RBP Empire to be located there. I drive buy it when I don't feel like working and I just dream, I go hiking through it and think, that's where I would put the mansion, thats where I would put the outdoor pool, that's where my business will go, thats where the childs park will go, and the waterslide. It probably wont be available by the time I am ready for it, but it keeps me going, cause I want it, and I will get it. I have already come such a long way, and Im so gonna make it all the way. There is so much in this world that I want to do, that I just have to get it done... hee hee.

Everyone working out with me this month, getting in shape, REMEMBER YOUR WATER!!! You would be surprised how good you feel if you get your daily quota of water in. I wont let you call me unless you have it in you... I mean it, your ass needs to be hydrated. Rule of thumb, drink at least half your body weight in ounces. That's what I go for, and it's really not that hard. My skin is soooo much softer when Im hydrated.

For those who care, right now Im wearing my pink velour running suit, minus the hoodie, its laying over my lap right now, just the running pants and my pink 01 tight top. Pink running stripe down the side of my legs. My hair is pulled up in a double ponytail, meaning I pull the top part of my hair up into one, then pull the bottom part of my hair into another, then connect the two. Im not going to cut or color it till I can go somewhere nice to get it done and get it done right. I want my colors perfect. I figure, If my body is going to be BAM! then my hair is too. Im also not biting my nails anmore, they really didnt get that long this summer like they normally do, but Im going to work them really hard this fall and winter. Im also thinking about going to like a beauty college. Ive been a little tomboyish for a lot of my life...hee hee... a lil pink tom boy, Im not one for hair and make up, but I think Im growing into it a little..hee hee. I want porn star eyes damnit...hee hee. I smell like cupcakes... hee hee, no no no, not because Ive been baking... you don't hear sirens do you, but because I got some desserts perfume that makes me smell and taste like cupcakes. I just sprayed a little, other wise I spend all day licking myself, so I just sprayed a little on my neck so I could smell it.... anyone wanna lick?

Maybe if I sprayed it on my tummy? What's that? You want me to spray it lower?

Hey party people, go vote for me...

You can vote for me every three hours... I highly recomend that you do so... hee hee.

Someones spose to call me tonight and fuck the shit out of my pussy...and yet, here I am, typing in my journal... dude, he's all talk I think...tsk tsk. To bad, cause the pussy needs a fucking... hint hint.

I want an IDOG, I got one for my niece for christmas using gcs, and it came, and its so cute, Im holding back from tearing it open and and playing with it. You download your music to it, it plays it and snces to it... how cute is that. Ill give someone twenty free minutes if they get it off my wishlist... hee hee. Just click the picture below to get it off my wishlist... neener neener..


I know, Im bad. It's not a necessity,k but I really really want one of my own... hee hee. I want the idog puppy bag that goes with it too... so I can take it with me. I mean, I can get my puppies to dance to the music, but you should see the look on thier faces when I go to down lown music in them... where do you put hte plug? hee hee

Ok, I gotta get back to my work, I shall talk to you soon!

Brigitte